Tuesday, February 2, 2010 @ 4:37 PM.
Alright it has been like what? decades since i last post.
Wow! irah you so power! ok fine im not gonna
blabber about what i did these whole months
cause thats just gonna make me go around the wheels again.
Life is getting and im on the very edge of it.
sometime it makes me feel like giving up on everything i did
going to sec 5 is a bless and im really grateful that i got that chance
but there is certain time where i felt everything were crashing
and i feel like i've been smack down hard.
I tend to think life is unfair, people around me
living life so blissfully while im here keep dreading about what has happen
Im too knackered to think about anything.
Things have been hard for me. However frens around me try to cheer me up
and thanks to them im still so hyyper till this minute.
One more point. All this while
i've known so many guys out there
my frens envy me cause i know loads of guys
but silly girls. its not as great as you girls might think
You dont know how im bearing this in my heart
Fyi people come in and out like a flow of water
that is running out from a tap of water
they dont care how we felt as boys. Ahh no point
stating their negatives side.
Im choosy? yeah i guess so
you have to be picky in finding the one.
I dont wanna have 'awhile' relationship'
i wan those which can last long.
But after i know this particualr guy,( only my sister know who) he made me so pist
he told me how long can i stay and be his frens
for goodsake look at yourself, after finding new frens
do you even bother to talk to me. DAMN!
But i cant be bother all i know
is that this year im taking my O's and i dont wanna regret and
flung on my studies because of boys.
THATS SO NOT WORTH.
when i go poly Ahaa! thats the right time for me to get one.
Ok fine, thats it all my thought deep down me has been reveal.
i hope after this i will lead a much more happier life.
My frens and also primary school they llightena dn brighten up my days.
Thanks fren. i aprreciate it. :)
